Inevitable

Today we had an appointment at the Children's Heart Clinic.  

attempt at a family selfie

Not to be too dramatic, but overall things with Margaret's heart aren't really where her cardiologist was hoping they would be this far out from surgery (5 weeks yesterday...1 more week left until we can lift under her arms!).  Her pulmonary arteries have not grown like they hoped they would and the pressures are still needing to be addressed.  We both got a little bit of a pit in our stomach when our wonderful cardiologist told us that he wants to get Margaret back into the cath lab sooner rather than later, as in within the next week or two. 

helping mama hold the transmitter

Margaret has been a little "off" the last week or so and every now and then she gets a dusky look to her.  Last week it became extremely noticeable to me so I threw her pulse ox on to see what her sats were and they were bouncing around in the low 70s.  This is still okay considering her heart is continuing to adjust to it's new anatomy and her type of CHD but that doesn't make it less scary that's for sure.  She's also been getting extremely sweaty randomly which might suggest her heart is working harder.  

she's such a happy girl

We started with getting Margaret's pacemaker checked - she loves these ladies.  Lots of smiles, squeals and babbles came out of her and it's always fun for us to see her being so social.  The pacemaker still is functioning with about 10 years of battery life left which means it isn't needing to pace very often.  The data shows that it has paced 0.2% of the time since May and we suspect that is actually only from the time when it paced her right after her open heart surgery.  Margaret was a great helper and kept her hand on the machine to help hold it steady while the data was being transmitted. 

Next, we headed in for the dreaded echo.  I warned the tech that Margaret really hates these lately and he reassured me that he'd get what they needed and do his best to not upset her.  Of course, Margaret started screaming the second we went into the small dark room because I'm confident that she knows exactly what was to come...We tried having her lay on the table but she really was exercising her strong lungs and I ended up needing to hold her for the entire echo.  Once she got settled, the tech was able to get the pictures and measurements he needed and overall she did okay.  

I promise, the echo doesn't actually hurt

We spent some time talking with the cardiologist and are a little bummed with the lack of progress from surgery to now.  Unfortunately her echo today looked worse than the one they did after surgery so that means they need to do intervention soon.  I just got off the phone with the clinic and Margaret is all set for pre-op on Sept. 11th and the heart cath the next day on Sept. 12th.  

daddy's girl

The goal of the heart cath is to balloon Margaret's pulmonary arteries and maybe place stents if needed.  There is a chance that her arteries won't stay ballooned and the stents won't work.  Her PAs are around 3mm and a normal size is around 10mm.  If that happens, we'd be looking at Margaret having heart surgery at that time.  Bill and I are choosing to be optimistic and believe that the ballooning will work and if she ends up needing surgery, her team will take very great care of her.  We've got this.  Not exactly how we were hoping today's appointment would go, BUT, it is what it is and we shall continue to move forward.  

not thrilled with the news

zonked out

Thank you for continuing to keep our precious warrior in your thoughts and prayers!  We're doing our best to keep everyone updated but sometimes it's nice to not have anything major to update!